You’re about to read Chapter 14. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I’ve been feeling lonely. It sucks. I am pretty sure PMS is playing a substantial part. But just because there is a physiological/hormonal explanation for my feelings does not make my feelings any less present. Two months down, who […]
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Mirror, Mirror, on the Wall (Lesson 13)
You’re about to read Chapter 13. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. If you didn’t already know Calling In “The One” was based on the principles of the Law of Attraction, Lesson 13 would be the time you found out. Your life is a mirror It seems fitting that I was pulled back […]
Sacred Wounds (Lesson 12)
You’re about to read Chapter 12. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I’m beginning to understand why I never made it past Lesson 18 of this quest. This work is getting intense. I am still feeling aftershocks from yesterday’s seismic shift of renegotiated agreements. And straight up on the heels of […]
Renegotiating Old Agreements (Lesson 11)
You’re about to read Chapter 11. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. Lesson 11 kicked my ass. I felt resistance to it immediately, and by the time I finished my homework, I understood exactly why. “Never underestimate the power of your agreements to influence your life.” The last sentence of Lesson […]
Releasing Toxic Ties (Lesson 10)
You’re about to read Chapter 10. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. Today was a long day and all I want to do is meditate and then sleep. So it’s a relief that I don’t have much to say about Lesson 10. [Editor’s Note: That last sentence proved to be highly […]
Letting Go of the Past (Lesson 9)
You’re about to read Chapter 9. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I definitely have a husband. We’re just not married yet. It’s possible we haven’t even met. But I promise you, our marriage is worth waiting for. Making way for the future “I have faith in the future I cannot […]
Allowing Loss (Lesson 8)
You’re about to read Chapter 8. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I hate it when my therapist makes me think. I shared with her today about my “had been” heartbreak, and she was not impressed. She pointed out that my narrative was unsubstantiated and also that my choice to reach […]
Making the Space for Love (Lesson 7)
You’re about to read Chapter 7. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I have never felt more on my own. But I also feel the peace I prayed for, and I am deeply grateful. I wasn’t sure I had space for Lesson 7 Lesson 7 is about making room. In theory, […]
The Nature of a Soul Connection (Lesson 6)
You’re about to read Chapter 6. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. It feels like Paul and I are over for real. On the plus side, Lesson 6 now holds more appeal. Last night, Lesson 6 made me cry Lesson 6 is all about releasing preconceived notions of how “The One” […]
A Vision of Love Fulfilled (Lesson 5)
You’re about to read Chapter 5. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. What do you want to do before you die? And do you secretly think an intimate partnership will get in the way? Those are the unspoken questions of Lesson 5, which is all about expanding our vision so we […]
Love for Love’s Sake (Lesson 4)
You’re about to read Chapter 4. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. I have faith that my beloved will find me. It is safe for me to surrender to God’s will (aka love). I trust that all is well. Today I wrote down each of those phrases ten times apiece, and […]
Honoring Our Need for Others (Lesson 3)
You’re about to read Chapter 3. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. Lesson 3 stung. I suppose I had a tough time with it because, although Lesson 3 was not new, it did not feel like review. It felt like reproach. Yes, I am needy. Yes, that is okay. Of course […]
Looking Through Laura’s Eyes (Lesson 2)
You’re about to read Chapter 2. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. Laura had cancer. (Spoiler alert, sorry.) (Also, sorry for not saying “spoiler alert” BEFORE the spoiler.) And as Laura neared death, her vision for love expanded. She could see it everywhere. Love is everywhere In Lesson 2 of Calling In […]
Expanding Our Capacity to Love and Be Loved (Lesson 1)
You’re about to read Chapter 1. Want to start this story from the beginning? Go here. My shoulders hurt. Which is, I suppose, the logical outcome of 26 very slow arm stretches. “I open myself fully to give and receive love.” The practice for Lesson 1 is basically a form of yoga. That works well […]
Taking a Gamble (Lesson Zero)
To be honest, I am hoping you won’t see this. I am intending for this project to be semi-private, shared only with a small handful of women who might benefit from my musings. To that end, I was all set to purchase a new domain so that I could anonymously write blog posts for the […]